I'm afraid of the water. It's heavier than I am. And filled with unknown things swimming there under the surface, monsters of the id. And the ocean goes on and on and on, beyond landscapes filled with serpents and giant birds, mysterious bubbling pools, shadow people, moon hot air balloons, and bizarre floating green mountains speaking wisdom from the sky beneath spinning diamonds. A hawk is always following the sailboat at a distance, moving in tandem as a spirit separated from the body for a time.